i'm goin

argh damn it. astaghfirullah :( open minds please dear. tak nak balik sekolahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh faham tak ? tak nak balik. huh, serius malas nak update blog. k bye

GUYSSSSS!!! BE JEALOUS TO THOSE WOMEN YE ;)

MARHABAN RAMADHAN AL-MUBARAK 2012 :)

open hearts, open minds :) weheeee. assalamualaikum blog readers. oowh wah this is my new post after 6 weeks in the penjara of seseri haha. you know what, nobody can expects a life without all the gadgets. i couldn't imagine too the first time i step into that penjara. but yeah it has been like more than half a year i've been there, diri sudah menerima ketetapan diri yang berada di penjara. macam banduan okay. but,.. *Ade but tau haha :P, everythings went well. seriously, too much activities, loads of homewrok, thousand times of exam makes me feel crazy. its not actually crazy, it's more than crazy. ahaha. astaghfirullah, cikgu selalu cakap kalau dapat homework jangan nak merungut. okay fine!! dah telan tak tahu berapa subjects hari ni. argh stress. yang teramat. stress aku tak lah se'stress orang lain haha. hmm, for god sake, better late than never kan. ape tiba2 ni, okay cop, kita guna bahasa kiasan sikit, better be friends than never ;) orang selalu cakap, PUTUS HUBUNGAN TAKPE, PUTUS SILATURAHIM JANGAN.aik pelik kan? bukan sama ke.well i'm sure u guys do understand this :) alhamdulilah everythings goes well. sangan mengahragai detik itu. thankyou, friend :) anyway, SALAM RAMADHAN to all my respective blog readers weheeee.pejam celik pejam celik seee dah puasa, kalau puasa maksudnya apa? nak habis tahun weheeeeeeeeeeeeee. mygod tua dah goin to be 17 next year. maksudnya SPM. maksudnya university. maksudnya boleh kahwin!!!!!!!!!! hahahahha *owh gurau je tu. yek tak nak pikir lagi ah. women are very sensitive to their age seriously. eh eh, asyik2 melencong tempat lain je. salam ramdhan again. upgrade iman, delete dosa, approve pahala. :D insyallah akan dilakukan semua itu. memadangkan merupakan seorang pelajar di sbp, i'm very sure teh school has plan everything during this ramadhan , kalau ikut schedule, fuhhh this year confirm cukup terawikh hehe *since, tahun lepas dan tahun-tahun sebelumnya tak pernah cukup terawikh pun. insyallah kat sini cukup hehe. :) dan saya berazam nak khatamkan alquran this year, insyallah. ya allah, permudahkan urusan hamba mu ini. amin. and now, out of the blue *chewah, dengan penuh keterpaksaan nya saya perlu ke hostel at 1pm,since my aunt ade kerja. i was like, what the, dah kene balik penjara.????????????????? NO!!!. camne-camne pun terpaksa jugak. goodbye fellows :'( i don't want to say that but i need to. hurmm, ~goodbye to my loved ones, mama, abah, my sis and my bros, ~goodbye to my bestest girlfriends.love you guysss ~goodbye my ex schoolmates. maherians, seriously i miss u guys :) goodbye and goodbye people :) assalamualaikum wbt. SELAMAT MENUNAIKAN IBADAH PUASA weheee. xoxo,gossip girl. haha. muahhh :D

aaaa family dah gerak balik kelantan :(

asslamualaikum blog readers. ahhhh , see mama dah balik. sedih gle tahap tak tahu nak cakap. you never know how does it feel to stay like hundred kilometers from your parents. kebiasaannya, bye2 sana, bye2 sini, then tears startes to rolled down the face. but today tak, sebab cousins penuh keliling pinggang. macam aaaaa malu lah jugak kalau nak berdrama air mata :(. but the heart understands it completely tau. rasa nak nangis sangat. 2 months to go baru bole balik hometown, tak ke gile jugak nama dia. ya allah, engkau selamatkan lah perjalanan mama and the rest. i'll miss you guys so much abah, mama, sarah, marzuqi and my little bro , muqri :(. result nak keluar dah ni kot. habes lahh. harap2 lah semua okay. i'm hoping for the best for my next result. duduk seseri ni macam orang gile jugak kadang2. keliling pinggang ialah orang yang bukak buku 24/7 argh bangggg stress gile okayy. malas dah update :) hehe. nak sambung nangis la jawab dia. byee assalamualaikum

alhamdulilah syukur i've read everything

woaaaaaaaaaaa the clock struck 2.17am right now. and yet i am still infront of my laptop doing like well online je larh jawab dia. assalamualaikum blog readers. weheeee lama tak berceloteh. since i'm leavin kelantan tomorrow, hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm how time flies. i wish to stay with my friends here, my family, my cousins and my everything lah. ape ke tak fikir dulu-dulu sebelum pindah. it is still a disaster tahu tak. bukan best sangat duduk jauh2. homesick?? sangat sangat homesick bro wa cakap sama lu. hehe manja tak? yekkkkk tak manja okay, kasih sayang yang terjalin tu tak utuh haaaa. pejam celik pejam celik, esok dah jumaat. esok jugak nak gerak balik kl. argh!! faham tak, kalau saya tak nak balik. i wanna be here. wanna be in my recent school.wanna be in my room. wanna be at home!!!!!!!!!!!! aaaaa life's hard, but live with it. takde lah hidup orang tu smooth like no cabaran and halangan at all. tak mungkin. everybody has their own problems. it is something simple. but it's hard to overcome it. sometimes i dunnow why, i feel that i'm being so lonely. *tak berkaitan antara yang hidup atau yang mati ye hehe*. takde lah lonely sangat. tapi tu semua ajar kita banyak benda. haram ke halal ke. haaaa tu semua kene amik kira. tup tup haram.haaaa saya bersyukur apabila diputuskan :). insyallah everythings gonna be okay. jodoh, cinta, pertemuan, hidup, mati seseorang ditentukan oleh Allah. he knows what's the best for us. i was glad that walaupun tak bercontact, at least tahu yang anda sihat.alhamdulilah. aaaaaaaaa i wish i can get back the time. ahhhh, guys u never know how does it feel to be so far away from ur parents and your siblings. you'll feel empty. i have no one to share my secrets to *kecuali kawan. but its different, kawan, kawan la. so for god sake lah kan, nasihat saya lah kan, fikir like sampai gila okay sebelum pindah. but yeahh for better future, you pergi lah kan? its for me toooo. mama selalu pesan yang "nawaitu kena betul bila belajar jauh2. mama takde tepi awak kat sane". when i heard that, my tears rolled down from my eyes. my tears pours like a waterfall!! haha. sedih kan? ya allah , perlu ke hidup jauh jauh dengan famliy. tapi mama selalu pesan jugak, sehomesick mane pun, buat lah keje mane2 patut. jangan fikir sangat haaa. insyallah saya akan berjumpa kamu semua masa raya hoho! tu confirm best weheee. got to go, esok nak gerak awal :'(. gudnite semuanya and assalamualaikum

bored to death seriouslyy

bang, tak faham lah saya, kau ni.

argh stress hidup fikir pasal ni. balik rumah la kau. cehceh tiba2 nak marah orang. assalamualaikum earthlings :) muehehhe. getting bored malam2. that's why i'm blogging. since balik, so tak perlu la tulis dalam diary. ini kan zaman era globalisasi, yang penuh dengan transformasi ilmu sains dan teknologi, jadi guna lah pendedahan yang ade kan? oowh cukup la mengarut. i don't know what to write seriously.err err haaaa. okay let say we talked about the past. takde la past sangat. serius kelakar masa ni,begini ceritanya... one fine day, my mum asked me to accompany her pergi buat facial ape mende entah. sekali dengan my sis kan. lepastu kan, terpaksa la angkut si muqri pergi jugak. faham2 la kan, facial tu kan tempat perempuan, lelaki bukan minat pun tempat macam tu. then si muqri plak pergi buat bising kan, sampai kakak2 tu tanya kat saya 'adik ke anak tu?'. and ya alllah. i was like nak terburai semua benda yang ade kat situ. alahai muka saya ade muka orang dah layak ade anak ke? tapi untung jugak kan? haha matured lah tu maksudnye hehe :) and now guess what, i start to get lazy writing this thing hehe. and yea lupa plak. title blog tu like main2 je. ceh ceh main2. kalau main2 tak tulis nye camtu. hahhaha. biarlah, hati saya je tau. kau tak payah dan boleh blah :) terimakasih.jap copy something from facebook :)Sesuatu yang baik, belum tentu benar. Sesuatu yang benar, belum tentu baik. Sesuatu yang bagus, belum tentu berharga. Sesuatu yang berharga, belum tentu bagus.. xoxo, byee gudnite :)