Assalamualaikum hello peeps :) MASYA ALLAH sister nampaknya dah berinci inci kot blog ni dengan ketebalan habuk yang tak dapat disangkal lagi. i looked at my last post regarding my birthday celeb last yea rmasa kmkn. goshhhhh how i miss them so much . well definitely atikah yang sekarang menetap di bangalore , indiaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. jauh gila , kita berbeza benua uhuks sobs crying endlessly. not to forget fami wawa payah and the rest.  fami was the one who will definitely be there whenever tough times happened to me. hmm post hari ni nak cerita soal masalah diri sendiri yang tah hape hape yang macam err gila. when life teaches you how to live with it, maka LIVE with it. when life teaches you not to be so-damn-manja-kededek, then try not to be one. try to adapt to your surroundings. what happened yesterday taught me to be careful of my words. extremely careful. its easy to hurt people and when u hurt them u yang akan gelabah dengan kesalahan yang dibuat. and when those happened, i could not even focus on my study, i started to think all over again which i know my friend didnt even bother abt it. you know this feeling which you think it is all about your fault. well definitely my fault. and i learnt from this. i learnt not to kacau people anymore. i learnt to appreciate people around me. and ahkak nak cerita sikit ni hah. and i should tell to the world ceh bajet haahaaha. praised to Him, i was given this bunch of housemates yang rasanya takde benda yang disorok pun except persaan jiwa dan dan raga hahahhahaha yang tu biar lah disimpan sorang2.  okay whatever it is, thanks to Him for giving me this 5 girls yang kadang kadang memang menguji kesabaran haaahahahaa and kadang2  are the one who willingly give their shoulder to be cry on omg terharuuuuuuu gilaaa. oh sorry sikit ye kak i memang manja kededek and i dont care. sebenarnya its not that manja kededek but i keep on thinking on what other's will feel if i did something wrong. sumpah lah aku rasa aku tak boleh buat jahat kat orang sebab end up aku akan fikir balik apa yang aku dah buat, hahhhahahaa sumpah lah i just found this kelebihan in me. to some, this might be kekurangan yang nyata, tapi this is me, what else i can do.   thanks to my Alya, currently in UITM Tapah. betul lah dia cakap, dont ever count on people too much. nanti end up kau kuciwa bro. learnt to stand on your own feet, seriously learn that. nanti tak menyesal. i am learning. i am. really am. thought i was strong enough to keep on going, but somehow i really need all the support form those around.and once you're attached to someone, oh damn sumpah lah rasa lain gila kalau kau tiba tiba buat masalahh dengan dia. and yeah baru lah hargai all those memories. ya allah hidup ni cukup complex. lagi susaah dari e = mc2 yang physics punya teori. hidup ni lagi susah dari segala falsafah falsafah yang ada kat dunia. hidup ni jugak lagi susah daripada semua law law yang ada kat atas muka bumi ini.  do realise that sometimes diri sendiri yang makan diri sendiri. ya allah, please give me this strength to keep on going, to be as lembut as i can be ( bukan lembut tu eh, lembut hati) YA ALLAH, AKU SEORANG KERAS KEPALA DAN KASAR, MAKA LEMBUTKAN LAH HATI KU INI. betul im so keras kepala. sape yang nak kawin dengan aku ni tahan ah ye hahaahahahhaha ( pehhh bajet gilosss takpe jangan risau belum lagi). okay i think that's all for today, i nak pergi hafal slp . esok exam english omg dah lah semua dah berhabuk dan berkarat okay bye uolls see ya :)