i really miss those moments, guyssss :'(

assalamualaikum earthlings :) i just don't know why. but i have to explode these feelings i have throughout this year. i don't know. ya allah, help me in this kind of situation. guys, i'm writing something that i think we must get it back. you know the price of a friendship? what happen to us , sayang? why is this happening. atau mahirah sorang je yang rasa bahawasanya keakraban yang dicapai dulu tak macam sekarang. i know , i am no longer kat maher. instead it has been a year you know, leaving you guys, missing you guys like crazy . mahirah tak kata sapa yang salah dia tu ke dia ni. infact mahirah sendiri pun salah. where are those shoulders i always lean on to get rid off my tears, where are those laughters i always hear before, where are those jokes i always laugh together before? where is it? guys tell me. i love you guys a lot. mahirah tahu sangat bukan mahirah yang rasa ni semua, i'm in different school i know right, and i always pray to god, to keep the rest of us in kelantan safe. babes, i really love you guys, kenapa kita jadi macam ni? kenapa dah tak rapat? salah siapa? kalau ada masalah just cerita , we are suppost to know everybodys problem. tapi kenapa tak macam tu? semua orang busy sangat ke? sampai lupa? mahirah tak marah sapa sapa pun, saya bukan menuding jari kat sapa sapa. saya pun salah jugak. but does it make more sense if everybody is forgiving each other, kan lebih baik kalau macam tu. SYARA, i'm really sorry for not going to your sister's wedding. i know it hurts you a lot since no one go for that. maybe faktor hujan semua, jam tengah jalan, parents tak nak hantar. mahirah mintak maaf sangat sebab masa tu ada kat tempat lain, if i were here, i'm sure i'll be going. please dear, lembutkan hati awak maafkan diorang. i know it hurts , dear. but please. i dont know how to say. but i think i should tell this. mungkin mahirah cakap ni ada yang akan terasa. but i think this is for our best dear. i know ada sesetengan kita kita yang hot serta lawa, serta cantik mungkin berpegang title 'in a relationship'. but i hope, you guys still tak lupa girlfriends kita ni. no matter what , friends are the person that you share everything kan. mahirah faham , dulu pun saya couple jugak, well mungkin saya terleka masa tu kalau saya ketepikan awak semua. saya mintak maaf. but i believe manusia tak pernah tak buat salah kan? seriously, bukan niat saya nak cakap pasal ni, cuma kita kena fikir jugak hati dan perasaan kawan kawan rapat kita okay dear? bersyukur terhadap illahi, kalau relationship awak semua masih kekal abadi :) itu satu kejayaan, jaga lah your guy elok2. okay.? jangan lupa pelajaran> one most last thing, jangan pernah lupa allah, jangan pernah tipu parents sebab benda benda yang tak patut. tu nama dia astaghfirullah minta dijauhkan. dekatkan diri dengan allah, lebih2 lagi kita ni tak sempai seminggu bakal digelar mangsa spm. we are the seniors in the school. i'm sure you guys will have such a wonderful time. although saya takde sobsob. i wish i can be there to. i really miss those moments, sayang. seriously i really miss it. and lastly, sebagai penutup bicara, come on guys. kita selalu have fun together kan? lama dah kita tak rasa macam tu atas sebab2 tertentu. mungkin salah saya, mungkin salah ..tak tahu lah. mungkin salah semua lah. ya allah, buka lah pintu hati rakan rakanku, agar kami dapat menjalinkan hubungan yang lebih utuh.yang lebih baik yang diredhai-Mu. i wish you guys a happy holidayy. cheer urself okay? jangan sedih2. apa yang mahirah cakap tu sekadar pendapat. yang lemah itu dari diri saya sendiri :) assalamualaikum my really, truly, best girlfriends. dedicated to : my only girls in life. AIDA. SYARA. NADIA. TEN. PIQAL. SHAWA. NAR. ALYA.ARISHA :) <3 i heart you sangattttttttttttt