aaaa family dah gerak balik kelantan :(

asslamualaikum blog readers. ahhhh , see mama dah balik. sedih gle tahap tak tahu nak cakap. you never know how does it feel to stay like hundred kilometers from your parents. kebiasaannya, bye2 sana, bye2 sini, then tears startes to rolled down the face. but today tak, sebab cousins penuh keliling pinggang. macam aaaaa malu lah jugak kalau nak berdrama air mata :(. but the heart understands it completely tau. rasa nak nangis sangat. 2 months to go baru bole balik hometown, tak ke gile jugak nama dia. ya allah, engkau selamatkan lah perjalanan mama and the rest. i'll miss you guys so much abah, mama, sarah, marzuqi and my little bro , muqri :(. result nak keluar dah ni kot. habes lahh. harap2 lah semua okay. i'm hoping for the best for my next result. duduk seseri ni macam orang gile jugak kadang2. keliling pinggang ialah orang yang bukak buku 24/7 argh bangggg stress gile okayy. malas dah update :) hehe. nak sambung nangis la jawab dia. byee assalamualaikum

alhamdulilah syukur i've read everything

woaaaaaaaaaaa the clock struck 2.17am right now. and yet i am still infront of my laptop doing like well online je larh jawab dia. assalamualaikum blog readers. weheeee lama tak berceloteh. since i'm leavin kelantan tomorrow, hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm how time flies. i wish to stay with my friends here, my family, my cousins and my everything lah. ape ke tak fikir dulu-dulu sebelum pindah. it is still a disaster tahu tak. bukan best sangat duduk jauh2. homesick?? sangat sangat homesick bro wa cakap sama lu. hehe manja tak? yekkkkk tak manja okay, kasih sayang yang terjalin tu tak utuh haaaa. pejam celik pejam celik, esok dah jumaat. esok jugak nak gerak balik kl. argh!! faham tak, kalau saya tak nak balik. i wanna be here. wanna be in my recent school.wanna be in my room. wanna be at home!!!!!!!!!!!! aaaaa life's hard, but live with it. takde lah hidup orang tu smooth like no cabaran and halangan at all. tak mungkin. everybody has their own problems. it is something simple. but it's hard to overcome it. sometimes i dunnow why, i feel that i'm being so lonely. *tak berkaitan antara yang hidup atau yang mati ye hehe*. takde lah lonely sangat. tapi tu semua ajar kita banyak benda. haram ke halal ke. haaaa tu semua kene amik kira. tup tup haram.haaaa saya bersyukur apabila diputuskan :). insyallah everythings gonna be okay. jodoh, cinta, pertemuan, hidup, mati seseorang ditentukan oleh Allah. he knows what's the best for us. i was glad that walaupun tak bercontact, at least tahu yang anda sihat.alhamdulilah. aaaaaaaaa i wish i can get back the time. ahhhh, guys u never know how does it feel to be so far away from ur parents and your siblings. you'll feel empty. i have no one to share my secrets to *kecuali kawan. but its different, kawan, kawan la. so for god sake lah kan, nasihat saya lah kan, fikir like sampai gila okay sebelum pindah. but yeahh for better future, you pergi lah kan? its for me toooo. mama selalu pesan yang "nawaitu kena betul bila belajar jauh2. mama takde tepi awak kat sane". when i heard that, my tears rolled down from my eyes. my tears pours like a waterfall!! haha. sedih kan? ya allah , perlu ke hidup jauh jauh dengan famliy. tapi mama selalu pesan jugak, sehomesick mane pun, buat lah keje mane2 patut. jangan fikir sangat haaa. insyallah saya akan berjumpa kamu semua masa raya hoho! tu confirm best weheee. got to go, esok nak gerak awal :'(. gudnite semuanya and assalamualaikum

bored to death seriouslyy